Am I… I really don’t want to say, crazy, but I definitely feel like it. I get really weird when I’m at home, but when I’m at school I’m fine. And I’ve been bouncing back and forth between happy and pissed and generally upset. Numb, too. That’s what I feel right now.
I feel bad for Grant, because he has to keep me pulled together all the time. And sometimes I forget who he is, if that makes an inkling of sense. I just don’t recognize him, like he’s a stranger. Of course I know that I know him, but… Agh, it’s so hard to explain.
Alright, I’m done spewing randomness.