I still can’t believe this is happening. I look around my shoulder, and I see all the wonderful opportunities I have laid out on a silver platter. Then, I look in front of me, and I watch it all get destroyed. Whenever I think about something exciting that I can look forward to, I realize that I won’t be here to carry it through. This isn’t supposed to happen! Things are supposed to be normal! Why can’t they see that this is ruining me? My whole life is HERE.
I’m moving to New Mexico. There’s nothing I can do about it.